longeyelash

How can you expect me to be okay?
I didn't know it would hurt so badly.
The sadness in me is too overwhelming for me to conceal.
Just the thought of it drives me crazy.
Someone teach me how to move on and get back my self.
It feels that I'm dying from inside. 
Just tell me this is a nightmare.

I just need to get through this.
When did I become so needy and dependent on others.
;(

It is me or is other people weird?
Sometimes i envy people who are expressive with words. but sometimes i don't understand them.
Why saying all your troubles out and passing them on to others. 
Isn't it better to keep troubles to yourself? :/
I trying so hard to connect to people but it seems that things don't seem to work out.
My heart is in a mess and i can't fix it. feel like shit.
My pottery teacher seems to be able to understand how i feel,
weird isn't it, but i feel much better knowing that someone actually understands.
Can't people stop expecting things from me? Or maybe i should stop expecting from others as well.
Presentation tmr. feel like crap now. good luck to me tmr

wynn